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Friday, January 4, 2008,8:57 PM
after a min...i still feel sad..n lost..n seriousli confused...i dunno...hav been reading purpose driven life..but even after knowing my purpose of living...smtimes..i will still find no meaning in it...why cant i jus go to heaven straight?i dun wan to stay on earth n feel sad...i wan to stay on earth to feel happy...but smtimes..i m too tired to feel happy...every1 is tired too i guess..tats why they dun bother much...
seriousli la...u giv me chocolates..then u make me angry again...u make me angry..then u suddenli so nice to me again...wat do u ppl wan me to do..i m lost...blinded..duno where to go..at first..u were all nice n everything..okay..mayb fight a little..but tats wat friends are for..but nw..u call me weird names..tat i seriousli hate...pls la...dun do tis to me..n ya...another person...u use to shun when i m near..then u say stuff that seriousli hurt me..then..suddenli...u are so nice to me again...ppl..dun twir me run and run..cos i will go giddy...n fall eventualli...and when i fall..i dun get up tat easili...
mayb becos i m still young n not noe anything...i always hav tis urge to get into a relationship..which i noe i m nt suppose to...never suppose to untill i reach 18.19.20.21...ya...either age..jus nt now...but wats the use anyway...nth will happen..ya...sadzz...